Heavenly Father,
Thank you.
I was wondering something last night.
Thank you for letting me know the love for ron san. I hadn't known what the love is before metting him.
The book barbara gave me tells to put You first.
Then, I have been confused that you taught me to love someone which to give my love first.
How do people love someone after you? The love for You and for someone are different kind or level?
Ron san,
I want to enjoy cooking and eating with you. miss you.
Dear Father,
Thank you for these days, I may have been getting opportunities.
Dear Father, please guide me so that i will know which way to take.
Dear Father, i am not sure a lot just let me say thank you.
I hope this helps us happy life together.
Ron san,
I love you and want see you soon, early next year?
Thank you Load.
Dear heavenly Father,
Thank you for letting me see ron san.
I am sorry it's all my thing and hope, please give me a good job to save money in order to live with ron san soon. but i have been so depressed these days and need your help.
Dear my ron san,
I love you, let's wait that cic is going to send us a comfirmation letter of our common law status.
Dear God,
Thank you so much for these days. i am, for some reason, releaved.
To tell te truth of my mind, eventhough you told me to put You first by the book which barbara gave me, I can't. My first is ron san, i am so sorry. i apologize. i follow what Barbara said that You are so kind that i can just tell you my ugry mind.
Ron san
I love you ron, I just want to stay with you with no worry which i have to leave. As i feel and my granpa said we cannnot be happy without being together.
My only hope is to be together and have a meal which i cook, eat on your bed and watching TV.
I do love you, your my only man.
Dear God,
Please let me stay with ron san again and for the rest of our life.
God, please give us an opportunity to stay together and bless us.
Love you.
Ron san,
I want to live with you again. Every time i go shopping for groceries, which reminds me of the happy life with you. Every time i do the laundry, reminds me of holding your cloths. I want to toutch you, spend confortable time with you again.
Just stay with you.
I love you ron san, you're my everything.
On 2014, we first met. Since then, my misery, no hope life has dramatically changed. You always say you're old and i should find a new guy, but you are the only man for me and my meaning of life.
God let me see you and know what is the happiness, so He is planing to let us be together for the rest of our life, that means CIC is going to grant our relationship in a couple of months.
I wait until your worries are vanished. Please feel free to talk to me as a good friend. I don't want you to feel any burden except communicating with me.
I love you as a friend if you prefer.
As i met your mother and promised her, i will see your last and take care. Please let me do.
Ron san, love you for ever.
Ronさんといられるのもあと10日くらい
なのでRonさんにいいね！と言われるものを作りたい！
とはいえ、料理のレパートリーが限られているのと、ここ最近はチキンが続いている
そんな折、ちょうどタラが半額になっていた＾＾
タラのムニエルとマヨネーズサラダ
出来上がったころにはRonさんがくれたヴォッカでわたしも出来上がってしまい、少し記憶があいまいだけど、たしかRonさんお魚おいしいねっていって食べてたはず
ちょっと色合いが薄いと思ってたら、Ronさんケチャップで食す
結構よくできたと思ったサラダっぽいのは手をつけてなかったけど
まあ、よかった＾＾
■お魚
お魚にコーンスターチを振ってから、少し調味料を入れた小麦粉もまぶして、フライパンで弱火で火を通す。一回お皿に移してから、今度は強火で表面をカリカリにする
■サラダ①
エビ、ブロッコリー、もやしを下茹でし、無理やり水とかで冷やしてから、一口大にしたキュウリ、トマトを加え、マヨネーズ、ピーナッツソース、すりごまとか好きな調味料で味付けする
■サラダ② 先日Ronさんと作ったブロッコリーとチーズのサラダ
生のブロッコリー、チーズ、白と紫の玉ねぎ、ペッパー（パプリカ）とかを一口大に切り、アーモンド、ピーナッツ、カシューナッツ、ゆでたねじられているマカロニを混ぜて、マヨネーズを中心に、マスタード、砂糖、調味料、コショウとかをガツガツ入れて混ぜる
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I do love you Ron san.
