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Heavenly Father,

Thank you.

I was wondering something last night.
Thank you for letting me know the love for ron san. I hadn't known what the love is  before metting him.

The book barbara gave me tells to put You first.
Then, I have been confused that you taught me to love someone which to give my love first. 

How do people love someone after you? The love for You and for someone are different kind or level?

 

Ron san,

I want to enjoy cooking and eating with you. miss you.

Dear heavenly Father,

Thank you for letting me see ron san.
I am sorry it's all my thing and hope, please give me a good job to save money in order to live with ron san soon. but i have been so depressed these days and need your help.

 

Dear my ron san,

I love you, let's wait that cic is going to send us a comfirmation letter of our common law status.

 

 

Dear God,

Thank you so much for these days. i am, for some reason, releaved. 
To tell te truth of  my mind, eventhough you told me to put You first by the book which barbara gave me, I can't. My first is ron san, i am so sorry. i apologize. i follow what Barbara said that You are so kind that i can just tell you my ugry mind. 

 

Ron san

I love you ron, I just want to stay with you with no worry which i have to leave. As i feel and my granpa said we cannnot be happy without being together.
My only hope is to be together and have a meal which i cook, eat on your bed and watching TV.

I do love you,  your my only man. 

Dear God, 

Please let me stay with ron san again and for the rest of our life.
God, please give us an opportunity to stay together and bless us.
Love you.

 

Ron san,

I want to live with you again. Every time i go shopping for groceries, which reminds me of the happy life with you. Every time i do the laundry, reminds me of holding your cloths. I want to toutch you, spend confortable time with you again.

Just stay with you.

 

 

Ron san is my everything.

I love you ron san, you're my everything.

On 2014, we first met. Since then, my misery, no hope life has dramatically changed. You always say you're old and i should find a new guy, but you are the only man for me and my meaning of life.  

God let me see you and know what is the happiness, so He is planing to let us be together for the rest of our life, that means CIC is going to grant our relationship in a couple of months.

I wait until your worries are vanished. Please feel free to talk to me as a good friend. I don't want you to feel any burden except communicating with me.

I love you as a friend if you prefer.
As i met your mother and promised her, i will see your last and take care. Please let me do.

Ron san, love you for ever.