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Dear God,

Thank you so much for these days. i am, for some reason, releaved. 
To tell te truth of  my mind, eventhough you told me to put You first by the book which barbara gave me, I can't. My first is ron san, i am so sorry. i apologize. i follow what Barbara said that You are so kind that i can just tell you my ugry mind. 

Ron san

I love you ron, I just want to stay with you with no worry which i have to leave. As i feel and my granpa said we cannnot be happy without being together.
My only hope is to be together and have a meal which i cook, eat on your bed and watching TV.

I do love you,  your my only man.