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Lord,

Thank you for letting me see Ron san and feel happiness that i had never felt before I met Ron san. I am going to love him through my whole life, because he is the only man for me.  I do hope to be together with him for rest of our life.

Thank you.

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Ron san

I love you, miss you so much.

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Heavenly Father,

Thank you.

I was wondering something last night.
Thank you for letting me know the love for ron san. I hadn't known what the love is  before metting him.

The book barbara gave me tells to put You first.
Then, I have been confused that you taught me to love someone which to give my love first. 

How do people love someone after you? The love for You and for someone are different kind or level?

Ron san,

I want to enjoy cooking and eating with you. miss you.

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Dear Father,

Thank you for these days, I may have been getting opportunities.
Dear Father, please guide me so that i will know which way to take.
Dear Father, i am not sure a lot just let me say thank you.
I hope this helps us happy life together.

Ron san,

I love you and want see you soon, early next year?

Thank you Load.

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Dear heavenly Father,

Thank you for letting me see ron san.
I am sorry it's all my thing and hope, please give me a good job to save money in order to live with ron san soon. but i have been so depressed these days and need your help.

Dear my ron san,

I love you, let's wait that cic is going to send us a comfirmation letter of our common law status.

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Dear God,

Thank you so much for these days. i am, for some reason, releaved. 
To tell te truth of  my mind, eventhough you told me to put You first by the book which barbara gave me, I can't. My first is ron san, i am so sorry. i apologize. i follow what Barbara said that You are so kind that i can just tell you my ugry mind. 

Ron san

I love you ron, I just want to stay with you with no worry which i have to leave. As i feel and my granpa said we cannnot be happy without being together.
My only hope is to be together and have a meal which i cook, eat on your bed and watching TV.

I do love you,  your my only man. 

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Dear God, 

Please let me stay with ron san again and for the rest of our life.
God, please give us an opportunity to stay together and bless us.
Love you.

Ron san,

I want to live with you again. Every time i go shopping for groceries, which reminds me of the happy life with you. Every time i do the laundry, reminds me of holding your cloths. I want to toutch you, spend confortable time with you again.

Just stay with you.